evolusi

yaa kenapa masih banyak orang yang ngga percaya evolusi ya? gw suka bingung dengan alesan alesan mereka. gw juga bingung kenapa guru biologi gw bahkan menentang evolusi. tapi kemungkinan besar alesannya sih karna ngga terima kita itu kerabat simpanse, tapi kalo gitu kenapa kita megakui bahwa kita itu mammals? paradox jadinya.

next post gw bakal nulis soal miskonsepsi miskonsepsi orang orang tentang evolusi dan di mana letak kesalahannya. hehe latihan sebelum nulis essay buat Stanford. :)

triple kill

TRIPLE KILL! 3 tes universitas gagal, USM 1 SMUP SIMAK

I felt the worst feeling in my entire life, but few seconds later, I think, there are always be peoples who feel the worse. Somewhere always be people who feel they are the biggest looser. There always be people who fail fail and fail again, but they never give up.

Dad said, I have to go to university this YEAR! Yes dad, have you ever felt like this? Have you?

I'm not giving up, it's just a frustration end up in my head. I don't know what I suppose to do. Give me time to think
But, I always have a reason for every thing I do, I did, I've done..

actually I want to ask Steve Jobs. Ask him, if he were me, what he would do?

Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it's not. It takes patience, it takes commitment, and it comes with plenty of failure along the way.

Yes it is.

Mom, dad, I have a reason for every thing I do, please be calm.

a bit misconception about logic

nah, gw juga baru 'ngeh' nih soal yang satu ini.

soal logika preposisi. pasti banyak juga orang yang ngga terlalu peduli sama hal yang satu ini. tapi efeknya parrah banget loh, bisa mempengaruhi paradigma dalam pengambilan asumsi.

gini.

di buku logic yang gw baca, ada satu hal yang menarik perhatian. ada pertentangan antara Boolean sama Aristotle

misal gw bilang

"semua kucing adalah mamalia", kesimpulannya

"ada kucing yang mamalia"

valid atau invalid?

nah pertentangan antara Boolean sama Aristotle disini. Aristotle bilang statement diatas valid, tapi Boolean bilang statement itu invalid. nah lho. kenapa bisa gitu? ok, liat statement ke 2

"semua unicorn adalah binatang"

"ada unicorn yang binatang"

both Boolean and Aristotle say it is invalid. nah di sini Aristotle ngga konsisten. secara struktur logic kedua statement sama, memang kalo secara fakta beda.

statement pertama emang terlihat valid, karna emang bener, kucing itu mamalia, dan nyatanya emang ada kucing yang mamalia, dan memang, conditionally valid. but, we lack sufficient information about the meaning of the premise to tell which is the case. jadi dua statement di atas sebenernya ngga bisa diambil kesimpulan apa apa.

coba liat statement yang ke2.

semua unicorn adalah binatang, maka ada unicorn yang binatang, nah, emang ada unicorn? itu kan cuma dongeng hehe.

Aristotle standpoint ngga bisa mengatasi preposisi yang "ngga ada" atau do not exist, dia mengadopsi dari hal hal yang ada dan nyata, tapi ngga mencakup preposisi preposisi yang imajiner seperti statement ke2

ini namanya existencial fallacy by the way, it commits when we presuppose that a class has members even when we are not explicitly told so; that is, we assume that the class has existential import

so the conclusion is,

All S are P doesn't not guarantee there is exist a S which is P

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how about Nothing is impossible? or there is nothing impossible?

the statement means All things are possible isn't it? so that does not guarentee there is exist a thing which is possible, right? haha yes, it is right, with condition that nothing is a kind of matter. or kind of 'thing'

it's just another of my freaky thoughts :P

Sekolah itu lembaga pedidikan, bukan pengajaran

ENJOY LOGIC AND EDUCATION!

my heart will never be your home

sambil nunggu pengumuman UNPAD yang ngga juga keluar keluar, gw dengerin lagu lagu oasis. lagu lagunya terdengar oldies dan classic. enak abis.

ini lagu favorit gw, Stand By Me, yang gw rasa sekarang cocok untuk didengarkan seseorang, karna lagu ini lagi "dia" banget. hehehe still saying sorry for you dude.

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
I’ve, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
I’ve found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The things we find behind the door.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

If your leaving will you take me with you,
I’m tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

The way it’s gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

Idiot Box

it's a murral. i made it in the boring-wall beside my house

You keep your money and I'll spray my wall
You can't make of think like you, idiot
Don't tell of the fallacies and all those fucking idiot shows
Lifestyle of the rich and famous
Fake drama, fake life
My glisten eye ache, hurt
They can't etch his words inside my brain

TV, WHAT DO I NEED?
Tell me what to believe
When all lies that you showed me
Stupidity
Oh idiot, idiot box
I'll burn you to hell. Burst you to death
Goodbye

Listen up human
It's time to step away from the cable train
Them we'll finally see the subtle light
Give me, give me..
Evolution will begin
To let us live and reborn, born again

I hold grenade grenade on my left hand
Goodbye, I've gotta rid myself of this idiot box
Help of plant a bomb in this idiot box
From the depths of the sea and the tops of tree
To the seat of a lazy any staring at a silver screen

I've gotta explode this box
This idiot box

I gotta burn this box of lies
This idiot box

When we are all just stuck on this fake life, fake smile.
Fuck get em' out my head, my head

Let us live and recreate, create again
Out of this idiot
Idiot box

A Lovely Sweet

an ordinary lazy day Sketch.

a new sketchbook from Dimas Angga, as a birthday present. :)

thank you dude, it's kinda cool stuff-that-i-was-intended-to-buy-it-after-exam-before-birthday

waiting game

ahhh.. i always hate this part. yeah. nungguin pengumuman, emang hal yang paling ngga enak sedunia. apalagi kalo jawabannya "Anda tidak diterima" grrr.. udah sering sih, jadi udah kebal, tapi tetep aja nyesek. hahaha paradox

ok jam 00.00 nanti ada pengumuman UNPAD, gw milih Hubungan Internasional sama Psikologi. bukan tujuan utama memang. dan gw kadang suka kesel ART major di Indonesia terbatas di beberapa universitas aja.

sambil nunggu gw akan mengupload beberapa artwork terbaru. sambil dengerin si Sabda mainin lagu Enter Sandman. Rocks the Night yeah!!!

have a nice night :)

It is really..

Hari ini lagi ga mood, kepikiran soal kuliah yang belum beres beres juga. Dan sekarang mulai kepikiran, tetap pada idealisme atau mulai "realistis". Well, ini tahun kedua. Setahun ini udah idealis dengan memilih tetep ngejar ITB dan les setahun. Ok. Sebelum hari pengumuman semuanya berjalan menyenangkan menyenangkan aja. Setelah itu gw juga masi merasa "bisa coba lagi", tapi selama 2 minggu ini kayak ngga ada semangat seperti sebelum USM 1 yang menggebu gebu. Ditambah sekarang udah ngga ngekos, jadi waktu untuk sendiri, berpikir, motivasi diri sendiri, ngomong sama Brainpo, udah hampir ngga ada. Dan ngga enaknya, setiap ketemu nyokap, ngeliat bokap yang udah lanjut usia, dan ade gw, selalu ada guilty feeling. Ini yang paling ngga enak sebenernya.

Hari ini, entah apa yang gw pikirkan, terbersit di otak untuk ngga ngejar ITB lagi. The hardest decision, perhaps. Tapi terus gw mau kemana? Entah.
Universitas yang ada art major cuma di sana, selain itu gw ngga dapet izin. Mimpi yang baru ada di Princeton university, tapi seems so surreal. Gw juga aneh sama diri gw hari ini, kenapa jadi pesimis sih?
Psikotes, yeah. Kemungkinan besar gw ngga diterima karena itu. Mau gimana? Apa yang mau ditingkatin? Apa yang mau diubah dari diri gw dalam kurang dari sebulan?

I'm sorry mom for being so idealistic.
Untuk menerima apa yang tidak gw mau bukan hal yang gampang. Yeah.

And I still have no purpose to go to university.
Haaaaah, rasanya pengen pergi kesuatu tempat yang sepi, bisa sekedar merenung, teriak, atau mungkin nangis.

Terkadang gw ngerasa, apa gw terlalu menanggung semua sendirian? Dan ga punya orang untuk diceritakan, bahkan itu nyokap gw sendiri?


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Brainpo, let's make a deal here.
What do you want? And what do I want?
Are we in harmony?
What do you need? And what do I need?
Are they in harmony?
Are they appropriate to each other?

And what is the reason? What is the purpose?
How will we get there?

And what happen to you? What happen to me? What's wrong with us?
Let's be a great partner like two months ago.
Doing what we like to live a life

Are you frustrated? Me too, dude.
But the greatest danger for us is not that we aim too high and we miss it, but we aim too low and reach it.
Let's tart by doing what is necessary, then do what is possible, and suddenly we are doing the impossible

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And Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony - Mahatma Gandhi

Altheart Custom Boots 1

hello, this is my first customed boots.
I bought this from Garage Store

then I customed this with snowman white marker
ta daaaaaa!!


Lovely isn't it? :)

the design was an ordinary lazy day sketch


once, I was intended to lend my shoe collection to modelling photographer for their photo session if they needed some. I promoted this on twitter and a photographer from London asked me about the price of the shoe. WOW! i cannot imagine
he likes the shoes, and tends to buy it with price IDR 1.000.000 or about $100
WOW the more I cannot imagine this haha
But, this is my first customed boots. no matter what i can't sell it. because i love this one, and i swear i can't make the same one after.
but I promise I will make another custom Boots. I promise :)

just wait and see!


have a nice day :)

Kotak tinggi di atas kotak hitam

Kemarin kamu cerita cerita soal gambar gambar dan seni, lalu kita lari lari di kotak tinggi yang menjulang ke langit sambil cerita cerita soal hidup. kadang kadang saya terlalu semangat lari lari dan kamu berkali kali bilang hati hati. Kamu juga hati hati.

Sampai di kotak tertinggi kamu duduk dan tulis tulis sesuatu, lalu saya gambar gambar dan kamu tanya tanya saya gambar apa. Saya cuma senyum dan tanya kamu, kamu tulis tulis apa?

Tiba tiba kamu berhenti tulis tulis dan bilang kamu bingung lalu kamu ketawa. Saya Cuma bisa senyum liat kamu. Kamu tanya saya, saya mau tanya apa, saya bilang saya lagi seperti kamu sekarang. Bingung. Sekarang saya lagi tulis tulis soal kamu, sendirian di kotak hitam dibawah kotak tertinggi. Kamu tau saya pikir apa? Saya pikir, apa kamu pernah pikir pikir soal saya?

Pikir pikir soal itu membuat saya tidak melakukan hal hal yang saya suka. Yang kita suka.

Sepertinya kamu sangat sibuk, sibuk melakukan hal hal yang kamu suka untuk hidup. saya tidak mau sibuk pikir pikir kamu pikir pikir saya apa tidak.
Dan saya belum ke Bandung kok, saya dan kamu masih bisa ketawa ketawa dan bercerita soal hidup. dan melakukan hal hal yang kita suka untuk ketawa ketawa sama sama.

3-1

haah.. bukan awal yang menyenangkan di hari ini, karena barcelona kalah 3-1 dari inter. gw akuin emang defensenya kuat banget apalagi ditambah ada zanetti. it wasn't a best play of barcelona, actually. ga sebagus waktu main lawan Arsenal.
ngomong ngomong soal arsenal, nonton bola kali ini emang ngga seseru 2 match yang ngga terlupakan itu.
waktu match pertama waktunya pas banget sama ulangtahun gw. dan gw berencana nonton bareng sama avi dan joni di kemang. tapi berhubung si joni ngantuk, jadi gw cuma berdua sama avi.
sialnya, gw diajak nonton di kandang suporter arsenal. nah lho
untung awal awal gw masih belom pake kostum, pas dateng suporter arsenalnya udah rame.
gw duduk di kursi ke dua dari depan sama avi. tapi untung pada akhirnya suporternya sama sama banyak, dan gw pun berani pake baju barca hihi
pertandingannya seru parrraaah! dan gw puas bisa teriak teriak melepas kesetressan sehabis ujian masuk ITB yang untuk ketigakalinya ditolak! :(

match ke2 lebih seru lagi. masih nonton di tempat yang sama kaya match1, tapi parahnya pas dateng udah rameeeee banget suporter arsenal. sebenernya gw dateng jam 23:30 tapi makan dulu sambil ngobrol ngobrol di tempat makan yang di deket situ.
pas dateng gw udah pake baju barca, tapi pake cardigan sih, eh disuruh ganti baju jersey arsenal sama yang punya tempatt :(
tapi gw ngga mau, dan ajaibnya gw ketemu dilla temen SMP gw. what a day! dan dia dukung arsenal. parahnya gw cuma ber 5 sebagai barcelonista. jiper langsung.
tapi akhirnya hidup gw diselamatkan oleh 4 gol MESSI yang sangat amat keren.
gw ngga abis pikir ada ya pemain bola sejago itu, masih muda lagi. so thanks for you Leo, gw pulang dan nyuruh si-yang-tadi-nyuruh-gw-ganti-baju untuk ganti baju sama gw hahaha tapi sayang bajunya :P

tapi hari ini kayaknya messi ngga main maksimal huhu cheer up barca, there will be a hardest match next week.

Uncle Pep, Leo, Sergio, I'm begging YOU~!!

Kamu bilang ini terakhir kali kita lari lari sebelum saya ke Bandung, tapi saya memang belum ke Bandung kok, jadi kamu mau ngga lari lari lagi seperti waktu kita ketawa ketawa di bawah bintang?

A little thing about Einstein

I’m gonna tell you about Einstein; and peoples are mistakenly thinking about his religious view.
First, you would think that he is religious –precisely he believes in God— because of his famous quote “Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind”.

I was.
Einstein sometimes invoked the name of God, inviting misunderstanding by supernaturalist eager to misunderstand and claim so illustrious a thinker as their own. Then it has led people to believe, mistakenly of course, that Einstein as a religious man.

And Einstein also said “it was, of course, a lie without read about my religious convictions, a lie which is being systematically repeated. I do not believe in personal God and I have never denied this but have expressed it clearly. If something in me which can be called religious then it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it.”

But it doesn’t mean that Einstein contradict himself. His word is a bit tricky. By ‘religion’ Einstein meant something entirely different from its conventionally meant.

Here are some more quotations from Einstein that would your paradigm about him, to give a flavor of Einsteinian religion

I am a deeply religious nonbeliever. This is somewhat a new kind of religion

I have never imputed to nature a purpose or goal, or anything that could be understood as anthropomorphic. What I see in nature is a magnificent that we can comprehend only very imperfectly, that must fill a thinking person with a feeling of humility. This is a genuinely religious feeling that has nothing to do without mysticism.

And he also said, God doesn’t play a dice
It should be translated like this “randomness does not lie at the heart of all things”

Did God have a choice in creating universe? “could universe have begun in any other way?”

Einstein was using God in a purely metaphorical, poetic science.

Ah ya, I heard some gossips that Einstein was admitted that he believe in God in the end of his life. All I know, he was at the hospital in Princeton. Before he dead, he said something in germany to the nurse –and she doesn’t speak German. It may be “I do believe in God blablabla” or “oh forgot to take the laundry”

No one knows

So what do you think?


I have no purpose writing this. I just don’t like to see any misconception around me. That’s it

Have a nice day!

Room 14

Hari ini gw pulang kerumah, untuk (akhirnya) ngurus tektek bengek SMUP Unpad setelah sebelumnya 3x ditolak ITB

Komentar nyokap cuma "Belum kapok?" It's kinda.. Errggh bikin down tapi ya emang begitulah nyokap superfreak gw haha

Ini tahun ke-2 gw, yeah sedikit ngeyel emang buat dapetin ITB, tapi gada bedanya sama yang ngejar FK, perhaps. Atau anak anak yang 'asal' kuliah dulu, nanti taun ke 2 coba lagi, bedanya resiko yang gw ambil mungkin lebih besar. Oh berarti itu ada bedanya ya haha

Pas ngeliat pengumuman ngga diterima (lagi), rasanya cuma 'anjrit' abis itu udah, ketawa ketawa lagi
Jadi inget dulu waktu USM 1 tahun lalu, abis ga diterima, nangis, terus ngga ngomong seminggu hahaha konyol, memang, itulah gw. Keras kepala, adatnya jelek kalo kata nyokap gw
USM 2 tahun lalu, lebih menyakitkan sih, soalnya gw mengalami 1 perjalanan freak yang pol banget perjuangannya haha yaudahsih

SNMPTN, sama aja, ditolak, gw biasa2 aja, nyokap gw yang setress. Yang ada malah gw yang nenangin nyokap gw. Jadi kebalik.

Enough for the flashback.
It such a freak story that I already laughed it off :P

Abis liat pengumuman, berhubung rasanya hambar, jadi gw ga nangis. Tapi, gw ngeliat temen gw kaya terpukul banget. ITB emang bukan tujuan utama dia sih, tapi dia bilang, nyesek aja udah taun ke 2, 2 tes gagal dapet juga. Haha sama gw juga, bahkan gw gatau yang namanya rasanya diterima tuh kaya gimana

Trus akhirnya gw ngajak dia ngegerecokin salah satu guru gw yang sedang bekerja (kaya lagu apa gitu ya kedengerannya)
Trus dia nangis lagi. Gw ngeliatnya kaya gw tahun lalu. Gw bingung, ngapain ya untuk ngehibur dia?
Gw ajakin beli eskrim, gamau. Yaudah. Haha gw rasa cuma ada satu hal yang bikin semangat dia bangkit adalah :
Mendatangkan coldplay ke Indonesia

Ups. Improbable :p

Gw jadi inget lagu Viva la Vida. Iramanya bikin semangat
Sama fix you "when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need, when you feel so tired but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse
And the tears comes streaming down your face, when you loose something you can't replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worst?"

Hei, Lights will guide you home :)
Untuk menemukan lights itu, gw rasa harus ada keceriaan dulu. Kalo ga ada juga, pinjem senter aja sama tetangga sebelah :p

Trus ada seseorang nanya "lo ga sedih?"

Nope, the only thing I do is be more stronger, and make the others feel the strength

And life is like the game of chess, offers too many different possible eventualities for all of them to be anticipated.

It is really frustating now, but I'm already home, mom..

Altheart

Altheart diambil dari Greek name Althea yang artinya "healing". itu nama artwork gw, maksud kenapa di namain gitu sih simple, sesuai dengan tujuan menggambar gw, menyenangkan diri sendiri dan orang lain yang ngeliatnya.

gw inget kata guru biologi gw, si mr. pras (yang tau apa aja dari hal yang penting sampe ngga penting pun dia tau!) "Art doesn't needed to our survival value, but it makes us feels good". emang bener sih, ngga ngaruh sama sekali terhadap apapun yang berhubungan dengan survival kita, tapi yaa bayangin aja kalo ngga ada art. hehe

gw pernah nonton BBC judulnya How Art Made World, beeeh keren abis! isinya tentang sejarah art art di dunia. dan ternyata sebagian besar bagian dunia itu secara ngga langsung dibuat oleh art dan evolusinya. art juga mencerminkan dream seseorang, obsesi, dan hasrat yang besar terhadap sesuatu.

ok, I should not talk about this here.

yang jelas menurut gw

Art is something which started from imagination, done by passion and end up in happiness

Have a nice day

hell-o

well, halo..

sebenernya ini bukan blog pertama gw. yang ke 3 malah. gw dari dulu (dan sampai sekarang) belom ngerti ngerti banget yang namanya nge blog, apalagi design designnya.

actually, blog yang kali ini bakal gw buat sebagai tempat cerita, share soal fashion, dan artwork artwork gw.

dan gw janji bakal banyak cerita dan update terus kok! hehe

well.. see you